Friday, 15 November 2013

LIFE is not perfect, but it does have a perfect moment!

                      Assalamualaikum~  sometime I spend too much time thinking about the past that has hurt me so much!and I try moving from it! But ??? hrum it is very hard for me~ i always doa that one day i can forget about it (pray for me).At that time, i felt like i wanna go away as fas as i can! Anyway this experience teaches me so much. It teaches me to be patient, strong, calm, forgive~                                                                                                                                      
How was my feeling? Only ALLAH knows that~ i felt alone but i said to myself " You are not alone ALLAH always with you~" and i felt," it's very hard for me to accept this testing form YOU (ALLAH) and its hard for me to understand what YOU really want to happen?" but i said to myself " Ya ALLAH! but i trust YOU, i know u will give me what's best!" i always said to myself " la tahzan innallaha ma'a na" ~ it was hurting me so much but i did not mad anyone back,  Yes of course I felt hate them! Want to mad them back! BUT! i said to myself~" do like that for what? Will you happy? If you see someone that you love "HURT"? Let them hurt you but you should not do like what they have done to you!" Do you know ? why i did not mad them back? Even I can do it! ..  Just a simple reason! =>That because of ALLAH because of ISLAM teaches me ~ and because of this sentence from our holy book (AL-QURAN)  

He says: “Be sure we shall test you with something of fear and hunger, some loss in goods, lives and the fruits (of your toil) but give glad tidings to those who patiently persevere. Those who, when misfortune strikes them, say: ‘Indeed we belong to Allah and to Him is our return. Those are the ones upon whom are blessings and mercy from their Lord and it is those who are rightly guided.” [Sûrah al-Baqarah: 155] 

And this hadith

The Prophet (peace be upon him) said: "When Allah desires good for someone, He tries him with hardships." [Sahîh al-Bukhârî]

I was trying to SMILE with myself and said ALLAH loves you ~ ALHAMDULILAH

Believe that There is a rainbow always after the rain! Now am trying to forget what hurt me in the past but i will never forget what it taught me~ ^__^ forget forget forget the past that made me cry and i will focus on the present that complete mySMILE~ insyaalah I will try not to look back because am not going that way ANYMORE!